my steps doesnt stops as my heart beats
but i hope my heart stop beating..
as i cant predict what could happen the next moment
i could have my mine thinking about how my death could be
days before, i thought that i'm the only one among my friends that thought about this issue
recently, i found out that there was someone outside having the same thoughts years years before
i found out that some thoughts maybe similiar
some of the thoughts of that friend of mine are quite similiar
yup we think too much
because our horoscope is virgo..

virgo.. a person who is a perfectionist
they may looked as they dont care about some issues
but in their mine they setted a target
and they think too much
sometimes i could predict a person's thoughts
that friend of mine was a kind helpful looked happy and joyful but deep in side the soul ..having pressure from all sides.. a person that is not easy to understand..
but by the expression i could see it
that friend of mine may be a friend indeed

ling ling din go to work today.she called me out..but unfortunately i dunno where to go because sp is really a small town..the places we can hang out is too little..the village mall i dont think it is a mall ..it is so small..yiling's dad said it should named as "very small' instead of "village mall"

yup..he is right..then i really donno where to hang out..

as my grandma wanted to go to tesco(south sp)then i juz made her to come..

skip.. b cos i wrote this b4 i m going..

omg..my handphone..sometimes i wanna "kill"u .. ur internal body is so week..ur heart"batteries" are so week..if i din use u for 15 seconds u will "faint"..omg how to help u ..may i change the batteries?

u noe tat some friends are complaining tat i din pick up their phone..thanks to u ,my phone

juz a little bit of water make u sick..yup..u r old..n u r having a bad boss..

look up.. a model of my phone b 4 it was sick

朋友

走傘 走傘 哈哈 都晚上了啦
還走傘!! 不要理我啦 最近有點喜歡玩玩的 像我醬
假期就是假期 這兩天 下檳城 下亞羅市大
不是去玩玩!!
不說了。。
本人最近喜歡說點道理
老了啦 就是這樣咯
如果你們不想"聽"的話可以飄走
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2
1
不飄就看
今天本官 要說的是-- 友情
是不是很廢呢 本人老了
朋友 是
真心陪伴你的人
當你有心事的時候 願意聽的 而不是閃開話題
真心的朋友 願意花上 幾小時 聽你訴苦說廢話
不管多累多想要睡 不管電話是你還是我打的
不管多久 都打哈欠 還是很累
都會陪你 說話
會跟你分享經驗 如何處理
只要能幫到的話 真心的朋友是不會說不!
而有事沒事 都會發個信息給你
代表他身為朋友的關心
當你遭遇 什麼事情
不關是 生病 傷心 累
知要是知道 總會發個信息向你問好
朋友不是要用到就叫 不用到就拋的衛生紙
而是時時刻刻的 保持聯絡
不管距離多遠 小小的信息 代表他重視你
而友情的建立 不是一天就能建立的
也許 時間 就是友情的關鍵
時間可以培養友情 也可以把友情淡化
甚至 也許成為陌生人
而有心人總會跟你保持聯絡
不管是怎樣
有時人老了 了解 原來世界多小啊
只要是雙方面都願意 友誼就能長久
有時候 不是每個朋友我們都擁有那顆心
守著那個友情 而當你慢慢的老了
你才去體會 那些是你應該留下的
當你在工作/上課 都有好多同事/同學
有的曾經認識 但時間 淡化一切
而有的可能是以個月兩個月見到的
確是能夠保持友情
因為你知道 他們永遠在你身邊

女人女人

今天範範要聊的東西和以往不同 我今天要聊的是無奈的"感情" 有的人看到你漂亮可愛美麗清純 就來追人
我不是愛情教主 也不是把哥高手 我只是一個還沒過初戀的小孩
但是看到身邊者的遭遇 真的忍無可忍 今天 就在這兒發泄 發泄
-有的男人不懂是痴還是要人家反感 死就是要表明自己的立場 要的東西非要不可 充滿信心的----我要追你 用腦用心去想想 就算你是那種很容易陷入愛情這東西的人 你也要用腦想想女生的感受 而重多女生都有三種態度--
(1) 試試看吧。。了解一下對方 給機會 天天沉溺在曖昧這東西
(2) 好呀。。先解受當他女友才慢慢的愛上他
(3) 一聽到就有一種怕的感覺 只想要把對方弄絕望
第(一)種地女人 是沉迷在愛情是"甜蜜" 總是想要找到心中的男人 卻遇到個類的男人 就算有心上人也常常和追求者聊天 祇想把自己搞到很忙 借此忘了那個人
卻很辛苦 忘不了
第(二)種女人 是已經對愛情當游戲 覺得很好玩 一個不爽一個分 分了 就好像要給全世界得人知道自己很傷心 過幾天就另有新歡了 我認為這種女人很可憐
第(三)種女人 大多於痴情 還是新手
痴情:忘不了自己暗戀的對象 一向來 都默默的支持對方 只望醬有安全感 完全無法接受別的男人 只懂得等待
新手:對愛情充滿了好奇 但也不是恨了解這東西
有時男生不可以說:"我要的 我一定得到!!"這種也許對第一和第二種女人美哪麼大反反應 可是一旦是第三種的話 他們會感覺到處害怕
有時也要題諒他們那種無助 無法理喻的想法
當女生說 要他們放棄 更不應該說一大堆的廢話如:
-我是真心的
-不管怎麼樣 我要追的女生就是要追到
-我不會放棄的
這種自以為是的行為會讓第(三)種女人害怕 (在生活)逃離你
叫你放棄 就是要你絕望
這種死纏的行為 不要以為是默默愛著
反而是一種討厭的動作!!
男人啊 男人 不要以為你是很厲害
看人家幾天就開始要追
感情不是天天信息就能獲得的
男人 all r bad

once a apon a time

today..
i suddenly thought about somebody
somebody tat used to chat for two months
2 years ago
_ is a good good listener
kinda remembered_when was the last massage..
it was gonna b new year..
december 08
[hey guys..don think too much]

erm..
i noe_ is living well
im too
haha

hey.. its holiday guys..

today its the last day in school
everything was fine
as normal my class just left about 20++ people only
as normal.. how lazy am i..
but i will never skip the last day..
today..
dear xin yin din come..
cing her grandma
kar mit came n went back home
after the 3rd lesson

as usual..
kk was alone again..
his"bao bei er"n xi yuan din come
pity only

he came to listen to our chating
we all chat bout tis bout tat
giggling all the way..
haha..
lee chen qi..join too..din do her chinese essay..
but unfortunatly..
i din bring any phone or camera..no photos .. just the memories in my lil brain
today..can consider happy day..

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my face damn terrible tis days..
small small little little pimple on the t section
i wanna make it better..
so tis days i din capture any photos..

by the way my handphone got ploblem since got in water when i was washing my face..
tat day..
i was washing my face by the basin
in the toilet..
z z z.. my reddish phone rang..
i figure who was it
but i cant c the name..(it has gone in(water))
i reconise the voice..
call me out for my treat..
n tis is the "treat" u give me..

damn.. tat person seldom call d..
haha..thx to the person.. my phone..
but b cos of tat..i maybe getting a new one..
waitin 4 the aino or satio
this chearful holiday season..

hope wat i wish will come true..
i try to believe..
n try to accept..

it was true..

one is gonna release

it was real..

the secret..

hope i the rest will come true..

my life..my soul..

y i relie on u..

y do i ..

supporting as a shadow..

from the back..

laughter..

i don have much topics..

juz gigglling all day..

:) i do this..in phone..in life..

in phone it may last one minute and 30+ seconds

hoping

its a hope

to b a good good buddy to some..

im not a heart stealler..

n not a person who does everything

to get something..

im just staying somewhere..

far.. cing the shadow..

i may b a buddy..

a buddy tat is arent important

juz a little buddy

a lil kid

a lil girl

looking foward for my road

these 3 years..

tired on this road..

gapsing for the air..

who knows tat..

u ? she?he?they?

no..

im tired..

waiting by the side

if time could turn back..

i would..be stronger..

i wanna shout to the world..by the sea..

tired by the time